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Viva Lost Love

by William Bleak

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giveuspause This is an album made for the night. They took everything right in confessional post-punk, injected it with heavier sensibilites, and didn't skirt around pop appeal. Worth hearing before you hit the big sleep. Favorite track: INRI.
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1.
Hate Hate can't be all that's left All that's left to feel, I there's no getting over this, I reject this consciousness cause I just can't let it go hurts to still feel so low Viva lost love Pain Days of pain as I count I count the missing pieces I count the days and I'm amazed at how far we've come still I just can't let it go hurts to still feel so low Viva lost love And I won't get better Won't make it through In unending night I can't see it through Viva lost love
2.
All by yourself Alone in grief and I couldn't sleep and I couldn't sleep Abandon hope In disbelief And I couldn't breathe And I couldn't Leave it all behind and say good night Leave it all behind and say I chose to live this way Leave it all behind and say I'm never coming back Leave it all behind What's meant to be Remains unseen and I couldn't sleep and I couldn't sleep Viciously it was make believe And I couldn't breathe And I couldn't Leave it all behind and say good night Leave it all behind and say I chose to live this way Leave it all behind and say I'm never coming back Leave it all behind Leave it all behind, behind
3.
Give me back the night Cause I've been cursed Nowhere to hide It makes it worse No use for exorcism The devil's in my blood I've made the wrong decision I lost my heart So I pray for rain And I'll never dance again Give me back the night Prepare my hearse I can't stand the light It makes it worse Don't talk about tomorrow I barely live today Despair and endless sorrow It's all in vain I pray for rain And I'll never dance again (Duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh)
4.
Medication 03:17
I take my pills and fade away trading in my soul for a day of conformity You may think I'm doing well You may think I'm doing well But when the medication hits I fail to recognise myself And it hurts to say I wouldn't make it either way And it hurts to say I can't go without Medication I spend another night awake As shadows move the fear sets in and comforts me You may think I am in hell You may think I am in hell But when the medication fades I barely recognise myself And it hurts to say I wouldn't make it either way And it hurts to say I can't live without Medication
5.
Pressure 03:29
Under pressure I can't breathe in Hey! I never said no I never let go It doesn't feel right It doesn't feel right Hey! My heart is giving out My lungs are breaking down And still it's more and more And more and more and more More - pressure - more I can't breathe in I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't (I can't breathe in) More Under pressure I can't breathe in Hey! I never said no I never let go I swear you're not alone I swear you're not alone Hey! My heart is giving out My lungs are breaking down And still it's more and more and more and more and more More - pressure - more I can't breathe in Under pressure I can't breathe in I can't breathe it out I can't breathe it in
6.
Nightside 03:16
The sun is gone So what I've been here before Know my way out Time moves slow And I'm forevermore At home in the dark Falling apart They were right from the start It’s not the end of the world It’s not too late There’s nothing to hold onto Don’t be afraid I'm sinking I’m falling And when you’re gone I Seem to lose all sense of self 
 Forever outside The colours fade To sink and drown Decisions made They weigh me down Just take a breath There’s nothing to hold onto It’s not so bad I’m sinking I’m falling apart Forever outside Falling apart They were right from the start It’s not the end of the world Just take a breath There’s nothing to hold onto It’s not so bad I’m falling
7.
Inter 02:50
Night is gone can’t find the dawn
 I light the path and wander on It takes too long It takes too long to get to home To get to rest My mind a mess With aching flesh and broken bones A waste of time A waking mind Now left behind 
I see the signs Now all is lost I paid the price but I did not know the cost (all is lost) 
 Something strange is happening The sun refused to rise We’re left with the starless skies Demise Demise Something strange is happening I can’t see the road ahead And the silence fills me with dread Undead Undead Something strange is happening 
I can feel the air grow cold As forever night unfolds And a quiet fear takes hold Night is gone can’t find the dawn
 I light the path and wander on It takes too long It takes too long to get to home To get to rest My mind a mess With aching flesh and broken bones A waste of time A waking mind Now left behind 
I see the signs and know that all is lost I paid the price but I did not know the cost All is lost
8.
I know it won't get better I know it won't get better from this I know it's a bad habit I know it's not forever I know it won't get better I know it won't get better from this I know it wouldn't matter I'm on a downward trajectory And I've felt this way my whole life I know it won't get better I know it won't get better from this I know it's a bad habit I know it's not forever I know it won't get better I know it won't get better from this I know it wouldn't matter I'm on a downward trajectory And I've felt this way my whole life
9.
INRI 05:01
A letter to my future self Drenched in sweat Penned in blood and tears Have you bravely fought despair 
 Has your back grown strong with the weight of the years 

 (I N R I) And 
I hope you’ll forgive me 
For what I’ve put you through I hope you’ll remember These words I’ve left for you 
 I refuse to hate myself 
 don’t you forget now Are you tired of tomorrow Has your skin grown cold Have the voices calmed 
 Inside your skull Can I stoke the embers One more time In a world of ashes Are you holding the line (I N R I) And I hope you’ll forgive me 
 For what I’ve put you through And I hope you’ll remember These words to live by 
Let me remind you And I will get better 
I’ll make it through In unending night Let these words ring true I refuse to hate myself Don’t you forget now

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VIVA LOST LOVE draws from half-remembered memories, from decade old melodies and waking dreams, a reverie made real.

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released February 13, 2023

Jan - Vocals/Guitar/Production & Mix
Yorgo - Bass
Logey - Drums
Sam Lazarev - Recording & Mastering Engineer
Jarri Anti - Recording Engineer

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William Bleak Berlin, Germany

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